so sorry guys for not keeping everyone up to date
ok your long wait is finally over here's what happened on tuesday
14th april
i had 400m in the afternoon so i went to school
left school before assembly and then mummy came to pick me up
my annoying elder brother was dragged along too
hahaha
we went to sakae sushi
crazy right eating japanese before i run hahaha
then i went to choa chu kang stadium
yi shien and i warmed up and got ready to report
no one was there
sad....
i was running in the same heats as Jeanette and Desiree
what rotten luck
however i qualified for semi's so yeah!!
ok then after that yi shien fetch me home
15th April 2009
today i had 200m and 400m semi's
it was retarded
200m sucked cos i was slower than my heats
but my position improved by 1
yeah!!
i went out for lunch with miro and LIM XIAO YU MICHELLE
we went to lot1
i shared with miro like this giant bowl of soup and had rice
LIM XIAO YU MICHELLE had pepperlunch i think
then we walked around they were buying present for amelia
then 400 was slightly better
but still timing wasn't good it was 71 which sucks
but still position improved too!!! hahahah
then after that roshini and dawn came for their 1500 heats
doodled wishes on roshini's leg
hahaah
then yi shien fetched me home again
thanks again yi shien
16th April
nothing much happened today
except that i had make up chinese test which was sooo difficult
17th april
nothing
18 April
i really rather not explain this day
it was super super tiring
so much rushing
ahhhhhh
had to rush from training to piano to church
then finally can pause my life to take a deep breath
and then rush home to do stupid art flash thingy
yucks i hate today however training was good
oh yah and today was the day coach decided to let dawn tan run instead of rubha
he did a time trial and dawn was faster
+rubha is still quite weak from her sickness
19th April 2009
nothing
20th April 2009
the fear is back
the hope is back
the fear of not qualifying
the hope of getting into finals for an event
it was damn funny cos the people forgot to give us the batons
hahaahh
run without batons cool
i ran and ran by the last 100m i was right behind the leader from raffles girls'
then when i passed the baton to dawn she took off fast yet steady
she hugged the curve, easily overtaking the 2nd runner from rgs
we were now in 1st position
she pulled a good 5m away from raffles then handed the baton to roshini
the 3rd runner from raffles was fast she almost overtook roshini
but roshini challenged her by speeding up
yes still first
then our everything was handed to yi shien
she ran really fast
yes!! first in our heats
so far its our team's personal best
4min 35 something
we qualified for finals
not first qualifier but 6
it was fine as long as we qualified
yi shien fetched me home yet again
THANKS
i went home and burned the midnight oil trying frantically to finish my art project
slept at 12.30
21th and 22th
boring (nothing happened)
painful (my muscles were aching)
worried (not sure how well we can perform on Thursday)
lots of rest (no training but we had to do self training)
23th April 2009
ahhhhhhhhhhh
went to school today
panic in my blood
today is the finals for national school track and fields
800m finals (roshini and yi shien) 4x400m C'Div finals(Dawn, yi shien, roshini and I)
HOW? WHAT AM I GONNA DO?
thats what i was thinking all i could think of
how am i gonna face anyone if i didnt do well
if i failed
what to do when i failed
i was so negative
couldn't think straight
it was a confusing day
kept telling myself it was okay but still thought about the bad stuff
i couldn't take it
so sorry yi shien and dawn and roshini
if my negativeness affected you guys
finally when we got away from the people
from everyone
i was back to earth again
we went to report
i was no longer nervous
all my burdens taken off my shoulders
the person handed me a box of batons and i chose the purple one hahahaah
that felt good
then i went to my lane
the 4x400m starting line
did 2 pick ups and got ready to run
it was time
it felt strange
like suddenly nothing mattered
only my team and my race
we all gave our best
we came in 6th
it was ok
i was happy
the run felt good
it didnt matter what position we came in
we came to nationals hoping to qualify
not to win a medal so it didnt matter
we were happy cos the position we qualified and finished was maintained
our timing improved slightly
but my timing improved by 2 seconds
holy cow
i had a new PB
yeah
!!!!
ok then we were all happy
i bought ice cream, sprite and popcorn chicken (all junk)
then mummy came to pick alexia and i
went home
had dinner, took a shower
then went to multi to study with Alex
then came home at 9 watched tv
blogging
thats all
i am gonna sleep now
good night
btw its already 11.18
so you can just imagine how long i take to type
toodles.
ps. i want to thank everyone who came to support and gave me moral support
-2g2-si ying-michelle-audrey-elvira-clarissa-maga-hui chee-amelia
-miro-inez-petrina-sonali-jae-rubha-jolene-rachel-ESP. YI SHIEN,
DAWN TAN AND ROSHINI and other people

pss.I want to thank everyone who ran with me and made it a good fight
Nicole, trisha, charlene(chij tp) , jessica and team(sng) melanie(dunman high), jeanette, desiree, jolin, eliza, sheryl and team(rgs), hannah(cedar)alot others too